LIFE LATELY: DEAD PHONES, SICK DAYS & SOUL SEARCHING

Hi beautiful people 💛

How are you doing? I hope life is treating you like the kings and queens that you are 👑✨

As for me… well, life has been throwing stones lately. Some I managed to dodge 🏃🏾‍♀️, others hit me right in the face 😩. But through it all, we thank the Lord 🙏🏾. I really hope your life isn’t as chaotic as mine right now, because whew… where do I even begin?

Let’s start with my phone 📱💀.

Tell me why my phone decided to die—completely—right when I needed it the most? It had been my lifeline, my comfort, my everything. Turns out the motherboard was the issue. So, I took it to the repair shop, got it fixed, and just when I thought the worst was over… boom 💥. It crashed again the next day. Right now, it’s back in the shop, and I’ve been spending my weekend alone. No phone. No connection. Just me and my thoughts 🤯.

But weirdly enough, being phone-less gave me space to think . And honestly, I realized how much of my phone time is spent talking to people who don’t really matter. I mean, sure—there are a few who truly mean something to me ❤️. But most of the time, it’s just random chats with people who wouldn’t even notice if I disappeared. Out of the hundreds of contacts I have, only a handful would actually show up for me when life gets real. That realization? Brutal... but freeing.

Now, if that wasn’t enough, guess what? I’m sick 🤒. Like—why now? My body is shutting down, my mind isn’t functioning properly, my eyes are tired 🥴, and I feel like I’m just surviving instead of living. Meanwhile, my to-do list? It’s screaming at me

Also, I’ve been feeling like I’m under-living my life 😔. Stuck in a routine, living cautiously, letting fear and deadlines define everything. People keep pushing my boundaries, and I’m tired of it. I need to live, like actually LIVE . My life feels dull as hell, and I’m ready for something new. Something exciting. Something that brings me back to life ⚡. So, if anyone has ideas on how to spice things up—I’m all ears!

And to top it off—I haven’t been able to go on my usual morning walks . You all know how much those walks meant to me. They were my peace, my clarity, my escape. And now? Nothing. It honestly feels like I’m losing parts of myself 😞.

Anyway, thanks for reading my little rant . I love you always 💕. Hopefully I’ll be back tomorrow with something new—maybe a little lighter, maybe not. But for now, I’m sending love your way

Take care of yourselves.
Bye for now—love you.

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