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LIFE LATELY: DEAD PHONES, SICK DAYS & SOUL SEARCHING

 Hi beautiful people šŸ’›

How are you doing? I hope life is treating you like the kings and queens that you are šŸ‘‘✨

As for me… well, life has been throwing stones lately. Some I managed to dodge šŸƒšŸ¾‍♀️, others hit me right in the face šŸ˜©. But through it all, we thank the Lord šŸ™šŸ¾. I really hope your life isn’t as chaotic as mine right now, because whew… where do I even begin?

Let’s start with my phone šŸ“±šŸ’€.

Tell me why my phone decided to die—completely—right when I needed it the most? It had been my lifeline, my comfort, my everything. Turns out the motherboard was the issue. So, I took it to the repair shop, got it fixed, and just when I thought the worst was over… boom šŸ’„. It crashed again the next day. Right now, it’s back in the shop, and I’ve been spending my weekend alone. No phone. No connection. Just me and my thoughts šŸ¤Æ.

But weirdly enough, being phone-less gave me space to think . And honestly, I realized how much of my phone time is spent talking to people who don’t really matter. I mean, sure—there are a few who truly mean something to me ❤️. But most of the time, it’s just random chats with people who wouldn’t even notice if I disappeared. Out of the hundreds of contacts I have, only a handful would actually show up for me when life gets real. That realization? Brutal... but freeing.

Now, if that wasn’t enough, guess what? I’m sick šŸ¤’. Like—why now? My body is shutting down, my mind isn’t functioning properly, my eyes are tired šŸ„“, and I feel like I’m just surviving instead of living. Meanwhile, my to-do list? It’s screaming at me 

Also, I’ve been feeling like I’m under-living my life šŸ˜”. Stuck in a routine, living cautiously, letting fear and deadlines define everything. People keep pushing my boundaries, and I’m tired of it. I need to live, like actually LIVE . My life feels dull as hell, and I’m ready for something new. Something exciting. Something that brings me back to life ⚡. So, if anyone has ideas on how to spice things up—I’m all ears! 

And to top it off—I haven’t been able to go on my usual morning walks . You all know how much those walks meant to me. They were my peace, my clarity, my escape. And now? Nothing. It honestly feels like I’m losing parts of myself šŸ˜ž.

Anyway, thanks for reading my little rant . I love you always šŸ’•. Hopefully I’ll be back tomorrow with something new—maybe a little lighter, maybe not. But for now, I’m sending love your way 

Take care of yourselves.
Bye for now—love you. 

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