TIRED, GRATEFUL, AND STILL HELD BY GRACE 🙏

🌸 Hi guys! 🌸

I hope life is treating you as amazingly as you are 💫. I hope November is Novembering — and in case you didn’t know, the festive season is around the corner! 🎄✨Trust me, you don’t want to miss any of it.

Anyway, I thought I was ready for Christmas… but honestly, I’m lying😅. I’m nowhere near prepared — I feel like a mess. I feel tired, I feel worried.

Actually, I was worried — until a soft whisper came to me and asked, “Are you the one who brought yourself here?” And I said, “Actually… no.” Then why am I worried? If it was the Lord who brought me here, then surely, He will take care of me 🙏. Judges 6:18 says so (even though I still don’t fully understand it sometimes).

So here I am, sitting in a very cold office because my officemates are “so hot” that we must have the AC on 🥶😂. And as I sit here shivering, I realize — God loves me even more than that! So maybe I should just stop worrying 💖.

Now, about my friends — I love them so much 🥰. My handsome friend (he’s handsome today because he remembered me 😌) sent me a white chocolate! 🍫 He said it might help me stay awake at work — and honestly, wow, thanks sir, I really appreciate it.

To be honest, this past month and even this week haven’t been easy for me 😔. So getting that chocolate on such crazy days, when nothing feels in place, was refreshing — it reminded me that I have people who love me, care about me, and are truly there for me 💌.

Lately, I haven’t even felt like writing. I feel exhausted, tired, burnt out. I wish I could just sleep and wake up with no worries on my back 😴. I wish I could blink and suddenly feel whole again. Because this year… whew! It’s been a nightmare and a decade all at once 😩.

But even with all that, I thank the Lord because He has never forsaken me 🙌. I love Him so much, and I’m grateful for every little thing He’s done.

Anyway, that’s all for now ❤️.
Thank you so much for reading, for being the therapy I didn’t know I needed. Thank you for being here 🤗.

Till next time — please take care of yourself, okay? 💕
Byeeee! 💖

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